Friday, July 8…have an overload brought on by exhaustion and just too much work preparing for our move…Golden Kobi and Little Guy Oscar are spending time with Uncle Jo ( our illustrious dog sitter )…we didn't want them getting all worked up because of all the packing and boxes and strangers in and out of their home…and who got all worked up instead?…Me…I'm missing my kids desperately even with their constant shedding fur and heat generating as they lay against me in the middle of the night…I croon, I cry, I wonder why did I have them go?…because this way they will arrive in their new home calm and secure…perhaps it's time I felt calm and secure…what do you know…Golden Kobi feeds and teaches me even at a distance…time to slow down, stay calm and enjoy the process….time to surrender…ahhhhhhh….